A LITTLE "HI"

I don’t know how to expressing this feeling out in this blog (and pardon my English). It is just happen! Today I went to canteen, because my tummy is rumbling, uh, OK that’s not the point. The point is, when I’m done for bought some snack, I’m trying to go out from the crowd...
And you know what?
Someone said “Hi, Faza” to me in that crowded moment so I was like, uh I don’t care who is he (the voice is deep and I know that’s a boy), I said “Hi” back.

BUT when I’m succesfully out from the crowd, my friend said to me, “You know who is that said hi to you before?”

“Who?” I replied.

“He is A, za, it’s A!!”

And I’m shock. “OH MY GOD” I said that.
And then, “Is it real? He said hi to me? It’s not a prank, right? You know that I really hate April Mop even if in November, I can’t believe this...uuhh why I don’t see his face? Omg am I should go back and check him? Wait, are you kidding me?!!”

“No, I’m not kidding.” my friend laugh so loud but I don’t care about it right now. I don’t care how the people around us seeing my face, because I’m shock! HAHAHAHA.

“Oh, i just realize something...how do his face look like? Did he smiling? Did he look at me??” my brain is full of many question just because his HI. Lol.

“Uumm, maybe you’ll sad if you hear this.”

“No, no, no. Just tell me. Right. Now.”

“He...don’t look at you. He just said ‘hi’ without stop and without see at your face...and he said that with his flat face. Just it. So, for now, let’s go back to our loveeelllyy class!”

“Oh my...but I’m happy. It could be a Pink Day of me because blablablabla...” so we continue our lunch with a big ball of smile (sorry, I mean it was just me).

Ok, my heart beating like a drum until now HAHAHA. I’m so f*cking shock because one of the most popular senior say “hi” to me. THE MOST POPULAR ONE IN OUR SCHOOL. And I am the big fan of him!!

You know how it’s feels, right? For sure! It’s like a rainbow after the storm and it’s feels like a jackpot and it’s feels like I’m gonna fly to the moon and then I’m gonna tell what just happened to me to every people I meet!! LOL but I’m sooo happy! You can see my face right now .... :D

So, I wrote this because it will be the happiest Faza ever and because it is the first time I got a feedback from him :’D because yeah, I’m a secret admirer, ok I know I’m such a sad girl. But, finally!

A, thank you for the “hi” (exactly. If you read this). Thank you for the “hi” and you put my name then. Thank you because you really made my day! You’ve been recharged my super crazy day. Seriously it really is. Maybe I’m dying right now but don’t worry, it because I’m so H-A-P-P-Y. And I know that I’m a crazy girl but I don’t care (I’ve got to tell you that I’m a crazy big fan). Ok, I’m gonna end this with a bunch of warm “hi”. Here’s for you :

“HI, A.”

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Then, to everyone who read this crazy letter (and crazy of me too), thank you for reading. I hope today is a great day for you too, guys! Have a niceeee Wednesday! Bye!

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